Al despertar esa mañana estabas aún dormido, me levanté con mucho cuidado para que no despertaras, pero el ladrido de Cuchi me delató, me miraste por unos segundo y mi corazón se aceleró, no sabia cuanto tiempo había pasado desde la última vez que no me mirabas así😔 .
Preparé el desayuno, me arreglé y me fui al trabajo; pude ver que no quisiste levantarte de la cama, lo que me dejó claro que me tenía que ir.
Durante semanas me pregunté en que momento nos desconectamos, recuerdo aquella noche que estuvimos con nuestros amigos compartiendo en el cumpleaños de tu prima, todo fue perfecto nos divertimos tanto, reímos y bailamos hasta cansarnos.
When you woke up that morning you were still asleep, I got up very carefully so you wouldn't wake up, but Cuchi's barking gave me away, you looked at me for a few seconds and my heart raced, I didn't know how long it had been since the last time I didn't you looked like this 😌.
I made breakfast, got ready and went to work; I could see that you didn't want to get out of bed, which made it clear to me that I had to go.
For weeks I wondered when we disconnected, I remember that night we were with our friends sharing your cousin's birthday, everything was perfect we had so much fun, we laughed and danced until we were tired.
Mientras colocaba mis cosas en mis maletas llegaste y no quise mirarte, cuando caminaba a la puerta para irme voltee a mirarte y tu solo mirabas la televisión, pero cuando llamé a cuchi y él fue hasta ti, una lagrima cayo por tu mejilla, pero tu orgullo fue mas grande que no te permitió que hicieras nada.
Al cerrar aquella puerta dejé atrás todo aquel dolor que sentía por lo que habíamos vivido en los últimos meses, solo quería recordar lo bueno de aquello que tuvimos.
Mientras caminaba con las maletas por la acera el dolor no me dejaba pensar, cuchi no quería caminar y me arrastraba hacia la casa y no podía explicarle que ya no podíamos volver.
No se que pasó pero caí al suelo y Cuchi salió corriendo, como pude me levanté y corrí detrás de él, solo recuerdo un gran ruido y como un carro se nos venía encima, solo abracé muy fuerte a Cuchi y grité.
While I was putting my things in my bags you arrived and I didn't want to look at you, when I was walking to the door to leave I turned to look at you and you were just watching television, but when I called cuchi and he went to you, a tear fell down your cheek, but you Pride was greater than not allowing you to do anything.
When I closed that door I left behind all that pain I felt for what we had experienced in recent months, I just wanted to remember the good things we had.
As I walked down the sidewalk with the suitcases, the pain didn't let me think. Cuchi didn't want to walk and dragged me toward the house and I couldn't explain to him that we couldn't go back.
I don't know what happened but I fell to the ground and Cuchi ran away, as I could I got up and ran after him, I just remember a big noise and like a car was coming at us, I just hugged Cuchi very hard and screamed.
When I opened my eyes my heart was very upset, I cried and you hugged me trying to calm me down, I looked at you confused, I didn't know how to distinguish between reality and the nightmare I had had.
This story based on fictional events and the images used are my own, the cover was edited with Canva and Pixlr.com.
