After everything i have been through when it comes to love i decided that i will never love because love is not my thing, i cried every night when i realized the sacrifice i have made and how much those sacrifices have cost me and still all the scars is all over me.
Could you believe i lost all my life saving because of what is so called love, i swear this tears will never dry and I'm back to square zero because i love too much. The truth is not only my love for her that cost me but i already know trust is deadly.
I never realized how stupid I'm or i deeply I'm in love untill i received alert from my bank that all my money have been transferred to another account and i nearly become paralyzed because i trusted her with my bank account online login.
I know I'm a disgrace to my family but i don't know i was been played and deceived, i thought i was the smartest untill love turn me to mumu( fool). Everybody was saying you will find another but the pain was too much for me and i have no means of reaching her.
I have tried to kill myself several times but my family recue me and all i could hear is her voice in her yoruba accent, my bed is even making everything worst because her perfume is all over the place. I couldn't cope in that house so i decided to relocate to another city, some of my family were against it but most of them know that was what i needed the most, i sold my house and moved out of the city.
I started up a new business and kept my remaining money in the house because i did not trust bank again. Well, i picked myself up again in a new city, i never thought i could smile again but with the help of a sweet a girl called anah. Anah was my friend at first and we became close. Close enough that to take all the pain away. Anah was a jovial person and always fun to be with.
All i want to do everyday is to be with Anah, we started going out, everything was going smoothly. We started dating and i did not even remember the past anymore because anah was the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me. I felt alive again and everybody in my family was happy for me.
Something came up at home and i decided to travel down to my city, just 8hours journey i decided to drive down to my family so i told Anah about it and i also gave her the key to my apartment so she can feel at home. I gave her my key because my journey was just a two day journey, meanwhile when i was going my car just broke down i was so sad so i had to board a taxi back home.
Me getting home, i didn't meet anah i was so shocked anah has packed all my money and belongings it was like a dream. Not again...after everything i have gone through for love i thought i found my soulmate i became very angry so i just had this thoughts to go see anah.
i rushed to anah's place on getting there i saw anah packing her loads inside a truck immediately she saw me she was shocked anah even asked the people helping her in packing her belongings to hold me but before they good do anything i sighted a plank i was so angry and i control myself i used the plank on anah before i could do anything afterwards anah is on the floor with blood gushing out from her head....anah is dead before we could rush her to the hospital and i was arrested and i was sentenced it could have been death sentence but thank God for the attorney that was behind the case the sentence was reduced.
Love actually ruin my life but i think i will choose right in my next life.
Thanks for your time.