No motivation to write pictures
Pens down with hands resting
No real lessons in my lectures
Defeated just barely living

Sometimes a pause is in order
While the times are turbulent
Sitting hidden in the corner
Turmoil can be very prevalent

Sure the worries wear you down
Sure the weight pushes you around
Chaos, confusion tearing town
Sure it's heavy pinning you to the ground.

Strip away the end
Get a grip tightly
Get up out of bend
Ending nightly

I can't for the life of me get motivated today to write something that I can say I am learning something. Even the three verses above, while looking like quick work actually took me about 30 minutes to write and still I am not sure if I have conveyed what I am feeling.

It is about the feeling that I write about when I practice poetry.