It's been a while since I've been this happy.
The feeling of a weight being lifted from your heart, it's something that has happened to me very rarely. Frankly, I don't even remember the last time I've smiled this big, with joy and contentment filling up every inch of my existence, every breath feeling lighter than the previous one.
People say there is only but a tiny amount of joy in watching others succeed. I've never truly agreed with this statement, not when it came to the dear ones I have around me. And today, it's again proving to be a false statement, as the level of joy something like that is giving me knows no bound.
A person who is very dear to me, someone I cherish and adore so much that I can bleed for them; well, she is finally there where she belongs.
This girl, this amazing, talented and utterly beautiful girl, she deserves it all.
All my life, I've been on the sidelines watching her as she went through her life. We grew up together. I watched her fall into the depths of hell, watched her fight and watched her become what she is now day by day. It's been a privilege, to have her. And she did so much for me, that even writing a million words for her will never be enough to show my gratitude. So now, as I write this while going through this euphoric level of happiness, I can't help but feel a bit sentimental. I'm so filled with joy that even my words are getting jumbled up.
You know, when you see someone who is worth an infinite amount, who you've seen struggle, finally get to the point where things are taking a turn for the better, the feeling you feel in your chest at that very moment. It's unexplainable. No words can amount to it.
If you are reading this, my brother by blood,
Know that I adore you. Know that this is it.
Life doesn't give drowners like us many chances. But when it does, we really have to grasp it with all our might. And I want nothing more from you than to do just that. Grab it and old it. I don't have an inch of doubt in my head that you will get out on top from this. I don't. This is where it starts. And know, that once it starts, a new chapter of yours will begin.
A new life.
And a start, towards something worth living for.
